April 3rd, 2007


An end of bumming

So, I've more or less been doing a job search for the last few weeks. I say "more or less" because there really hasn't been enough effort, as job hunting scares me into paralyzation. Before that I was a bum, more or less from end of January until mid-March. Why? Because I had the money to coast, and I will coast if given half the chance.

The point of all this is that I got a call from the security company I used to work for. They want me back, albeit at a slightly different position which pays less. I start tomorrow. I'm glad because it means I'll have money again, and I don't hate the job. I'm sad because overcoming the fears and anxieties related to job searching is something I really should do for my own personal development, and now I won't at least for a while.

Of course, having a job again means that I will be able to stay in the area, which I would like to do if at all possible, so that is good. I do need to move when my lease expires, because living alone is too expensive and too isolated to be good for me.

I don't know why I'm being this candid. Oh well. Take care, all.