The point of all this is that I got a call from the security company I used to work for. They want me back, albeit at a slightly different position which pays less. I start tomorrow. I'm glad because it means I'll have money again, and I don't hate the job. I'm sad because overcoming the fears and anxieties related to job searching is something I really should do for my own personal development, and now I won't at least for a while.
Of course, having a job again means that I will be able to stay in the area, which I would like to do if at all possible, so that is good. I do need to move when my lease expires, because living alone is too expensive and too isolated to be good for me.
I don't know why I'm being this candid. Oh well. Take care, all.